Remember these days? One year ago? Two years ago? Seems like yesterday.....

But here is yesterday...and today. Spread before us; a blustery, sunny day. Yellow leaves still trembling, celebrating the fact that they hung on through the seasons, and now a superstorm and nor'easter. Strong because they go with the flow, yet hang on tight until it doesn't make sense to hang on anymore. Then they simply.....

Let

Go

and

spreading their veined fingertips

they sail into the

unknown.

I watch my babies and sometimes I am terrified, because there are so many unknowns.

So many dangers.

And it is so scary to let go, to not get caught up in the what-ifs and but's and the no, no, no's.

But I am trying. Trying to hold on tight to each second until it makes sense not to.

my heart walks around in two little souls and i am trembling.